My mom died three years ago and every time something goes wrong, my grief is intensified because she was my support system when anything went wrong. I have been struggling with Depression for a long time now (Dysthymia for probably 14 years), and now am going through a million problems and transitions at once. I have sought counseling which worked for a while but stopped, my meds don't work anymore, and I just feel like I don't know what to do.
Money is incredibly tight with no real end in sight, I have an incredibly limited support system both financially and emotionally. I'm just at a loss. I have no motivation.