I was taking it when my back pain started, and I liked the way it made me feel. Before I knew it I was taking it recreationally and snorting it. I know that is terrible. I hate the way it sounds when I read it. I am in college and attend classes everyday. Going through withdrawal and continuing classes is not an option for me. But i am graduating in May and need to do good this semester. I dont want to start a job still addicted to these. I am 23 years old and I am more ashamed of this than anything in my life. Right now I am taking between 60mg and 75mg a day. If I dont take them in the morning my body starts to go through withdrawal. But I am not prescribed this but i do have access to them through other means. Mainly paying for them. Which I know is also ridiculous. I know the situation I have gotten myself into. And I am willing to do what it takes to stop this. But how can I get off them without going through withdrawal. I have heard that you can taper off them and also take things like xanax and imodioum to minimize the withdrawals. I am set to go on spring break on March 7th. I am hoping to start this plan as soon as possible to I am clean by then. I know how easy it will be for people to bash on me for this. Im hoping that someone will honestly help me with this and possibly communicate with me through out the process.

Thanks for reading this I know its long.