I've been hidding this from my wife and she just found out, thank God. Ive been wanting to quit for so long but I'm afraid of the withdrawl. I am probably going to lose my wife and I deserve that. I'm very scared. of this whole process. I've hurt my wife terribly. We have been living apart for a year now and I have been so lonesome and I turned to these stupid pills again. I don't want to lose her. I do want to quit and I need help. What can I do to save my marrige and quit these