becoming dependent to this site, and not look into myself to find the strength to go on. Another time I'm crying; isn't that a weakness? When I'm home I'm crying most of the time because I can't dedicate myself to my children. At work I feel somehow better. It's the second Easter, and I'm feeling dead... I went to see my doc yesterday... he was like "You will be yourself again etc etc" and he was asking me do you think we should stop wellbutrin... So he is asking me what we should do... okay... After, he was telling that he will be tapping me of from effexor xr and who knows I will better than... How he can think that while I'm crying on a daily basis. I have brown eyes, but now all I see is red eyes from crying so much and dark circles. I went and bought some cosmetics because I cant stand any more people at work telling me ..Why you have changed so much--- you look pale etc... A year ago my bag was full of cosmetics for me, pony tails for my daughter, diapers for my son and now is full of drugs that are doing nothing... I'm sorry ... I can;t write anymore... I'm crying and I dont want my children to see me like that...