Ok doing pretty good gave my meds to someone who could dispense them to me as needed so I don't go through full blown withdrawals. Tomorrow morning is the day I have to not take anything all day then off to the sub clinic on Thursday morning ohhhh how I have waited for this day for 8.5 years. It almost feels like I'm being born again a whole new person is coming and I can't wait. Thank you to all of you who are sticking by my side to help me get through this it truly means alot to me. I just know this will change my life in so many different ways. Please write back or comment to me to keep me going strong I love all the support and if I could do anything to help anyone just let me know and I will try as hard as I can to be a help to you. My family is so exited to see me go through this and get better the last 8.5 years have really been some trying times and my family is the greatest family out there to stick by my side through all of this in all the good times and the worst times. I couldn't ask the lord for a better family or better support from them and from all of you. So once again thank you from the bottom of my heart. Uppy1977. P. S. Someone said this saying to me the other day and it has kinda stuck with me and has been rolling around in my head since I heard it and I think it is a great piece of wisedom and means exactly what it says. Ok it goes like this ( live like no one else so you can live like no one else ) I simply love it give me your thoughts on it