Hi my name is Matthew I am addicted to tramadol for nearly 4 years I take 55 50ml daily iv tried to stop so many times and field these pill are/have rewind my life, i have had 1 fit i feel lost and don't know what to do im losing a grip of my life and feel death is the only way out.i do see a doctor about this im supposed to be on a reduction but yet again iv field im on the last chance with the docs i feel theirs no way off thin rubbish. Hope iv posted this right im new to this thanks for reading.