I have been on gabapentin Nuerontin for near 5 years. My insurance got messed up and now I have to pay way more than I can afford. So I have to go cold turkey on gabapentin 1200mg a day opana 40 mg a day and valiums 10 mg a day so my week ain't lookin to good. The worse for me is the gabapentin. I feel like I am half here half somewhere else. I wont be able to get my scripts filled till feb 3 what can I do in the mean time? I want to say the hell to all this bs but my pain levels are begining to scream. I am SS disability but This is scaring the hell out of me. Why would insurance companies talk about how well they are taking care of us and just turn around and pull the rug out from under me? I did nothing wrong! To make someone suffer so is criminal. I am made of strong stuff and know it is wrong to take a life but weaker minded folks would look you up and show up at your house for using such 3rd Reich tactics Aetna! Please say any thing to calm me down cause I am running out of everything FAST. Wont have MONEY to refill untill the 3rd of FEB!!! HELP!