... than my life got out of control.I end up losing my job and life seems its getting worse I just had surgery dec of 2013 now feeling I mad a big mistake ive been under pain pills throw my pain management doctor but also talk to a therapy twice a week I tried to go to a phichitrest to get help but she dig in my childhood past and trauma me now I scared to get help and I dont know what to do because I dont want to end up in a crazy house:(