... Doc confronted me about it and promised to help... actually has been super supportive. But I've found myself finding other ways to get it. I have stolen from family members and friends. As I look back on this behavior I am mortified. I know God will forgive me but how can I forgive myself? Down to about 10-15mgs a day... put pills in envelops this am on a self-withdrawal... have 8 envelopes and 12.5 pills... separated them and the last day has half a 5/325.
How did I get here?
Just looking for some support. Thank you in advance