... Vicodin and Percocet for my first herpes outbreak. It was insanely painful and was also injected with Dilaudid for the pain. When I got home with all of my prescriptions, I noticed that I was popping them like candy and although I was in pain, it took the mental anguish away of being diagnosed with such a shameful disease. When my scripts ran out I began getting them off the streets. Here I am 5 years later totally addicted to Percocet, Vicodin, Norco and pretty much and other narcotic pain pill I can get my hands on. I have 3 Percocet left and just wanna be done with it. I don't wanna be all pilled out on Christmas and I want my life back. I have literally lost everything due to this awful addiction. Jobs, relationships, places to live, my drivers license, and most importantly myself. I don't know who I am anymore. I went from being a very social, hardworking girl to a recluse that doesn't leave bed or even shower. My life is shit. I want the old me back so bad and my health to be ok. I used to be so in shape and beautiful. Now I am so bloated, my heart pounds just walking down the hall, I sweat all the time, my lips are cracked and so dry, and I am so depressed. I am so scared to withdrawal. I am up to about 5 to 6 percocet a day. Are my withdrawals gonna be really bad? I wanna be somewhat physically ok by Christmas. I can't wait to be done with this nightmare. I need all the support and advice I can get. I am so scared