I,m so very scared. the cymbalta helps a little bit but I want to feel like i did before depression and anxiety was even a thought ... I know that will never happen because ive been suffering with this for 20 years. I,m so sorry if i sound so negative, I just need some hope that my days of suffering will subside just a little..I think my anxiety is much worse than the depression.. I really have nothing to be depressed about at this time but have in the past. I know some of you suffer much more than i and i feel guilty complaining. I hope we all can find peace soon as this is really a nightmare that never ends. thanks for letting me vent..love and hugs..