Hey fellow supporters just checking in with you all. And I am here to say I feel like a whole new person just like I said I feel like I have been born again. The support that all of you have poured into me is truly amazing and is what kept me going so for that I am so thankful for all of you. ( free at last I am free at last) and I feel great I am loving my life right now and my family for the first time in 8.5 years I don't feel numb. I can feel all my emotions come back to life and it feels wonderful. It has been rain for the last to days and real gloomy out but nothing can bring me down right now I mean nothing. And it's just going to get better and better from here. I really feel like I have regained alot of my self confidence in the last two days and I don't feel like I have to sit in my house and hide like a hemit. I want to get out and go fishing or take a walk or go on a hike or ride bikes or just simply sit outside in a chair or on a blanket and enjoy the day. Wow I am so happy for my life and the people that surround me everyday it truly is a blessing. This medicine has finally gave my life back that I have so dessperaly wanted back. Ok friends not to keep going on I sound like a giddy little school girl but I can not help it I am just so happy. Well sorry to keep you all waiting and I am going to keep checking in daily to chat with all my new a d loving friends that I have made here. Hope to hear from all of you soon Uppy1977