I am a DAV/Ret. Marine, I served 22yrs and Retired in Jan04. I was diagnosed with, PTSD,Bipolar Disorder(borderline personality disorder),Major Depression,Social Anxiety,and Panic Attacks. My problem is, I did not go to Iraq because of Heart Disease but still, to this day, even last night, I, still experience everything going on. Feelings, fear, I acn see everything as if,I, am looking at a movie. I try to wake up but until the battle is over, I, can't. Any and all feedback would be welcomed. Out of uniform, but still there