my doctor Tuesday said if i refuse to sign for a pain pump find a new doctor? i am mad and tired of paying doctors every month, and get no help? they close every pain management clinic down? i go through withdrawal then a m.s episode severe??? sick of pain! ready to call it quits? depressed, he took 4 30mgmsir pills last visit to put me in pain so i will take a pump? he said i have to sign or leave?no medication?