What I am concerned about is the fact that my total testosterone falls in the stated range ( 381) but my free testosterone is only 55. This is still within range but barely. I have lost height, muscle strength.and getting up and down took great effort. I was always tired and did not want to do anything but sit in my chair. I could not achieve an erection without levitra. I fear my family doc will look at the numbers and state I don't need the drug. Androderm has given me my life back and if my Doctor says no I fear that I will fall into depression. What should I do? I would prefer to have just a few quality years left in life with the help of Androderm than have more years sitting in my chair than carted off to a nursing home.,