Some days I feel so alone and that I'm losing my mind. I get up in the morning and just think about how many hours till bed time. I'm disabled so I don't work and I have been waiting to go to my hearing for my disability for two years. I separated from my spouse 6 months ago and I'm lonely depressed and I cry a lot. Started zoloft a week ago tonight I double my dose and I'm nervous about that. I'm just sick of being scared and lonely and not being able to do anything. I have a court date coming up in January and I'm afraid I will have a panic attack driving there or while I'm there. I have no one to go with me so I'm scared don't know what to do.