I won't go anywhere with anyone. I'm totally shutting people out of my life. Everyone has gotten tired of trying to get me to go out but now they expect nothing from me. I'm on vacation at my sons, which is across the US. My ex lives a few miles from my son. At first I could handle being around him for awhile. Now, it's a waste of time. He's arrogant and depressed and boring, I've disappointed everyone else in this State. Agoraphobia sucks!