... currently under 4 different doctors care but I would love to speak to someone who has actually had suicidal thoughts, major agitation feelings, visual disturbances, nausea, severe headaches etc. I am going through a real dark time right now and am being told this medication has been out of my system. I was on it for 7 weeks gradually going from 35 mg to 70 mg a day. I didnt start feeling side effects until I about 3 weeks into it. I stopped it on my own (doctor told me to wean off) however, i was so sick I wanted it out out me. Two doctors have now told me I should not be feeling any remnants of it because it only stays in your system for 3 days. I The emotion and feelings that i have suppressed for years are now raging and I am running my mouth like never before. And I really don't give a heck who I hurt when I am doing this. For the first time in my life I just went to a forensic psych dr hoping to help but he too agrees with my primary care doctor that this med should be out of my system. If it is out of my system then something "broke" "snapped" in my brain. I can think clearly, my vision is as though I looking under water, my eyes are watering. Are there others I can ask/talk to? Thank you. Cathleen