I am having ZAPS was on all meds for about 5 years, I gave up my hip insurance for medicaid because my son had moved in, after 6 months he wanted to go back to my fathers I lost ALL insurance... I am completely out of all meds my aorta was calcified a little over 2 years ago, my health is chronic, I have filed for ssi/disability, I have a horrible right leg from getting it crushed in car wreck its taken out my back and hip, caused me to gain at least 50 lbs, I am having really bad ZAPS, tearing, in horrible pain, what do I do? I am also a recovering alcoholic when I put my beer down I got all these health issues... I wonder if I will die? My blood pressure is horribly high..