... have had let the complete fear overtake and have read some awful things about Risperidone and the risks of heart problems and Tardive Dyskathia (hope I have said and spelt that correctly) and also numbness ? I don't want to be emotionally numb or make myself worse. I'm really thinking of backing out of trying it as I think I have made myself too anxious about it already. My body physically aches which tension and my head too :-( any advice would be greatly appreciated..maybe I should just leave a message that I don't want to try it with my psych ? Sorry for moaning I'm actually doing my own head in ! On my own with the boys at home so can't afford to be zombie like either... xx