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Like so many of the stories here, I have the desire to stop opioids (or atleast I say that to myself) but not the courage. As soon as those mean wds set in, I cave. I looked into Suboxone and I don't want to try it - I will just abuse that.
My Q: Can someone please give mean an opinion; advice about how to psychologically prepare? I have the necessary medical tools to "reasonably" detox, but I cannot (do not) stop. I have a prescription of clonidine, diazepam, and temazepam, along with Immodium and Advil. As you can see, I have been reading about this.
I am just tired of oxys.
P:
Thank you. I realize that this sounds like the same old story to anyone who reads it. I am just at a crossroads right now. I have 2 young, loving children. I have a great wife. I don't want to lose them. Nor, do I want to waste anymore time.
I could really use someone's advice; someone who has "been there, done that".
The oxys have a nasty grip on me right now. And w/ds are so f'ing tough! I have the same background as a lot of the threads I have read. Several surgeries, painkillers - hooked!
Can you please direct me to the proper forum to expand my inquiries? I really need some people to talk to...
Thank you, and Kindest Regards.
M