I am married to a drug addict. Not a day goes by that I don't think he has the ability quit. Most recently he quit for about 16 months on his own. He started up again and now is worse than ever. We have been married 25 years. Has anyone been married to an addict this long? I just left him for the second time and am away from our home. I need the strength to stay away. I feel like I am betraying him by not being there. We have been together since I was sixteen. He has never had professional help for this problem and refuses to get it. He is smoking PCP dippies and crack. Does anyone have experience with PCP?