I've had a lot of bad things happen to me, such as death in the family, sexual abuse, etc. My main worries are with my boyfriend. I always worry that he is bored with me or doesn't feel like he used to about me. I ask him these dumb questions all the time, and he says he loves me and he never gets bored with me, and loves everything about our relationship. Yet, I insist on asking him these questions all the time. And I over anylyse everything. I need to stop these questions or else I will drive him crazy( he's already annoyed with them), because I am already driving myself crazy. Will buspar help with my low self esteme? And help me to stop worrying about things I have no need to worry about?