... months. he is on suboxone now. he claims he has no urges and will never do it again. He is certian because he only did it for 2 months. Do i believe this? we already canceled a wedding in 2009 b/c he wasnt ready and now he wants to be married to me. I am so angry and sad about all the lies he has told me everyday. I have trouble feeling sorry for him. he said he needs me to say i love you or im happy you didnt use today i am just so disgusted. He hasnt used since thursday 10/7. we have a wedding planner appointment tomorrow night and i think i should cancel for a while... please send avice asap!!! i am lost