I have horrible abdominal pains!! And I was in a wreck a few years back which caused me to break my back in 3 different places. The pain is unbearable!! Not to mention the Severe Agoraphobia I deal with on a daily basis!! I have taken Xanax for that and it lets me do the Walmart thing but I have taken Lortabs, Percocet's, Morphine and it dulls my pain but NOT really. We have a horse farm. We do cutting and reigning. I can't do it anymore!! I want to live!! What do you guys think would help me live my life not pain free but without so much pain I can go without throwing up from the pain??? I am 36 yrs old and I just want to live!!! Please help me!!!