... help so much but I've been going through some really hard events/situations this past year and I just can't seem to force myself to do anything. Found out that I have Alpha 1 Antitripsyn Defect, and the sudden death of a very close family member, and my precious only child is having problems that I can't fix no matter how much I want to, and I had to go take care of my mom when she had a hip replaced and deal with her drunk nutjob husband who actually chest butted me at one point as he was yelling in my face, I broke up with my bf because his kids were too much stress to add to my pile and I felt that was the only one of my problems that I could control, missed him and got back together with him, haven't been working as much this season because of mgmt changes at the security company where I work, and now it seems like any little thing just about tips me over the edge. sigh. I want so much to just live for today and be happy for every moment like I used to but all I want to do some days is lay in bed. Sorry for being a debbie downer, I guess maybe I just needed to get it out. Thanks :/ Oh and over the past 8 or so months I have tried prozac, welbutrin, and zoloft. They might as well have been sugar pills especially the zoloft it did nothing at all