I used to do drugs a couple of years ago(Marijuana) and I used to date a girl and she really hurt me bad.Now.I am always wanting to have a girlfriend or be in a relationship and I am just wandering.I have all these weird thoughts all the time now.I have been on multiple-Anti-Depressant's and nothing seems to be working for me.Can someone diagnose me the best they can??? Even If you are not a doctor.Could you please give it your best shot or advice at least.I just want to be happy.I got away from the croud that used to do the drugs but alot of my family still does them.I don't even have 1 friend now.It's very sad. I now but that's what happens when all of your friends were drug users.