Every brain altering medication I have taken for my fibro has caused me to become suicidal. When I'm off the drugs I'm happy as can be but when I'm on them I hate life and don't care if I'm failing school. The internet and my doctor makes it seem like that's the only way to help the pain of fibromyalgia. I'm only 14 and I can't live with this pain for the rest of my life. I'm going to pain management and I've altered my life so it's less stressful. Please tell me if their is any other medications out there. Thanks