I've taken a quite a few different antidepressants over the years, tried different combinations and they all seem to make me feel the same way; flat, numb or zombified. I've talked in therapy (group and individual) for hundreds of hours at least but haven't gotten anywhere. I'm already a self-reflective, analytical person and the therapists and Dr.s haven't given me anymore insight that I didn't already know. I have all but given up on the whole psychological/psychiatric industry but I just keep searching for something that helps. So I am now medication free and thinking that either ECT or TCMS are my only options.. or are they?