I'm 30 year old male.. I have had depression for I dunno how long.. I am taking meds but I have been severely depressed. I want to the ER last night and they didn't admit me.. I have been crying alot and don't feel like doing anything.. I feel like I should be admitted to get more help but I'm also scared. Don't want to miss work and etc.. I just tired of living like this ... also me and my gf just broke up she has mental illness also she just came outta the hospitial.. I think with us breaking up was the breaking point of my depression so I dunno what to do