Anyone coming here seeking support, advice, or in desperation; I was in your shoes up until recently. Since February I had been alternating anxiety/depression. I couldn't function at all when the anxiety came, and had an actual ache with the depression. I felt like someone close to me died. I'd cry over anything. My doctor tried zoloft(increased my anxiety), klonopin, remeron, wellbutrin, vyvanse, lamictal, and cymbalta. The magic combination for me is 300mg Wellbutrin, 60mg cymbalta, and 60mg vyvanse. Depression and anxiety 90% gone, and each day it gets better. Just hang in there. There are medicines out there that can work for everyone. Now if only I could get rid of this insomnia lol!!