This is not a question as much as just some where I can post how I am feeling right now. Yesterday my "little" sister died at the age of 51 years old. Two years ago in June of '08' my 2nd oldest sister died at the age of 54 years old. I am the 4th of 6 children and there are only 3 other siblings left alive. The youngest, my only brother, died after only 1 day on this planet. My father died at the age of 46 years old, his father died at the same age also. I am 53 years old and in the same medical condition as the those that have passed before me. I am very sad at losing so many members of my family but the death yesterday has me shaken to my very core. I do not want to sound insensitive but I'm worried sick about when my life is going to end. My oldest sister and I seem to be in a race to see which one of us is going to die 1st and when (she has the same medical conditions as me and the members of my family that I have mentioned above). I have few friends, due to moving, at this location and only my husband to turn to but I don't want to burden him with how I am feeling as he worries so much about now. I am not a religious person so I would never think about turning to the church for help. Both of our families are over 2000 miles away from my husband and I. We can only talk over the phone or by internet and right now they don't want contact with us, too long of a story to go into right now. So this forum is the a place I feel I can turn to to vent how I am feeling. Is there any one out there that can relate to this situation and could give my a word or two on how to get through it?
That is very scary i couldnt even imagine if that was happening in my family. I can understand why you are so concerned its eerie and odd that they have died around the same time of age. I say live everyday of your life to the fullest your going to waste your life away waiting to die. You really need to get your mind off of death and try to focus on how your going to make yours successful you are still very young and alot of people are just now starting their careers out at 53 yrs.old. My cousin she died 10 days before her birthday and on the same day the twin towers were taken down. My mom said alot of people die around their birthday. Im sorry you are sad and only hope these words gave you some peace of mind good luck sweety and may you live a long and healthy life. If you need to ever talk just PM me i would be glad to help.
Hi Sandy555, Your story sounds a lot like that of an absolutely wonderful and lovable Woman who goes by the name of "Fall Queen"! If anyone can help you it will be Fall Queen. I believe that if you sent her a private e-mail, and you and She could speak to each other privately, I feel that She would help you more than anyone I know , and in return , you telling her of your problems would let both of you know that others walk in the same shoes as you do. "Did I say that"!? ? Please mention that "Sacosam" said Hi... Sandy555... (re) Religion, I was brought up a "forced Catholic"... (ie) you're guilty of everything , so if you don't do what them nuns & priests tell you... I'll kick yer ass all over town"! [words of my drunk father!] Then one day about 15 years ago I found a pocket novel titled "Talking to heaven" written by a known and respected Psychic by the name of James Van Praagh.
From there , I read everything James Ever wrote and took out a lifetime subscription to "Amazon Books" , James' publisher. I still am totally anti-religeon, but there are a lot of happy , crazy , and very funny things going on in my life
right now and I wouldn't trade my life for anybodys. (P.S.) another good read is "God Without Religion"! by " Sankara 'Saranam"! I won't say God bless You 'till your comfortable with it , so get comfortable with it... "L.o.L."! (;->) Sacosam I AM
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