Hello ALL!!! I've been adding to my original comments but replies have seemed to stop. So, I started a new one. I happened to get some pretty good rest last night. Basicallly, I believe that is all that is left of my wd's. ( lack of sleep ) This I can handle. Very annoying some nights though. I find myself laughing again. Even on my bad days, I keep in mind that " I spent ALOT of money to feel this way"!!! Very sad but, very true. It's kinda funny now. Not so much at first. : ) Some how in a wierd way that gets me by. If I only had the money I've put in drugs the past 5 years, boy that would be sweet. Well unfortunately I cant get that back. BUT, I can prevent myself from ever doing that again!!! Regaining my will power has been so sweet!!! Good luck to all. Have a wonderful day!!!
Day 16... WOOT!! WOOT???
- 9 Apr 2012 by gunnawin
- 10 April 2012
Well congratulations to you. I am so very proud and happy for you. How wonderful it is to be able to laugh again. I remember when I first was able to laugh after getting sober. I didn't think I would be able to and whoolah... it happened... and I realized I could laugh and be happy without being high or drunk. You can't think about the what if's. Regarding the money you spent on the drugs. If you could do it over again. You need to concentrate and be thankful for the sober breathe that you are taking right now hon. And you never have to spend a dime on another drug again. How wonderful is that. I remember beating myself up when I first got sober. And I'm not saying you're doing this. But I did. I thought about everything I should've or could've done. Until finally my husband got it into my thick head that I was sober. I was sober. What a tremendous addiction I had defeated. I became proud of myself finally. Then I was able to laugh like you are. And it was wonderful. It still is. I wish you all the best in the world. Keep up the hard work. Good luck to you, and we are here if you need us. Remember that if you ever do have a bad day or anything. But I am so happy for you, and very very proud. Your friend, Ruth
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