So I'm on day 12 of starting zoloft 50mg and am having some serious second thoughts about it, I have a trip planned next week and was hoping to be feeling better by then, mostly just anxious... I never planned to beyond this medication long term, but out of fear and desperation I decided to try it because I wanted to be in a good place for this trip for my family, I'm currently doing CBT but feel that I didn't give it enough of a chance and that if I had not started this medication I might be okay right now. I'm also on buspar 5 milligrams twice a day. Anxiety and a general sense like I'm going crazy like the last 2 months has been a dream is this normal even it day 12th?