I had a nervous breakdown in September 2012. Have been on Paxil, Prestige, Ambilify, Lamotrigene, valium,xanex, mirtazprine and more. An anti depressant from all families. SSRIs, SNRIs and Benzos. I was on paxil and klonopin before the breakdown. I believe the breakdown came from having two major back surgeries in 7 months. Along with very painful treatments. I've been crying since September but recently that has improved. I still have terrible anxiety, worry, fatigue and I think depression. Now that I am off all anti depressants, do I really want to start another? Valium and xanex seem to be helping but I'm still not myself.