I'm not sure which way to turn. I no longer have insurance and can't afford a doctor's visit.

I'm on so many meds. I take 1800mg Neuronton per day. I'm on 40mg Celexa, 60mg Buspar, 50mg amitriptiline, 1mg Zanax, 2mg Valium, 50mg 4x day Tramadol, 3 different meds for my gastro issues.

Because of my stomach (failure) condition, my pills take longer to work. I'm so weak in my legs, I fell 3x during the holidays. It was so humiliating! I couldn't make it up 3 lil steps. Despite our fairly decent holiday, I'm still battling major depression.

I read another's letter about that here. I felt like they were writing MY story. I could relate so much to what they wrote. I'm trying hard to make things work, but it's just so difficult. I'm so tired of all the pain, hurting so much.

If anyone has any suggestions, I'd love to hear them. I just feel so depressed and alone with nowhere to turn.

Seeking peace,