I am absolutely terrified about my withdrawal when/if I get off tramadol. Two years ago, I started out taking 2-4 a day. I'm now up to about 50 a day.I wish to God that was an exaggeration.

I bought a 180 pill 50mg script and they accidentally gave me TWO bottles for a total of 360. It lasted me 8 days.

I HAVE to get off this drug, but I am terified that it will literally kill me. I can get back down to 3-4 a day, but it will take me a good six months to get there.
Am I crazy on the timeframe to quit?