I've been abusing laxatives for about 4-5 years (4 pills at night). Today is my 4th day that I stopped them. I've been on miralax twice daily. I'm scared, it is not the same. I'm scared because I just poop a little bit. I want to know if my colon would ever be fixed from all the damage I did. I have just been extremely anxious. And I'm scared of gaining weight. I've changed my eating habits but I don't think it is working. I have colon pain. I'm scared of having colon or stomach cancer. Please help