will withdrawal be as bad as before? i cant believe i did this to myself. had a panick attack last night thinkin about never doin it again. i never never ever want to touch this ish again. i left new jersey to live with a girl on west coast for 2 years to get clean. was home for 1 week then started sniffin the same ish i used to shoot. i hate myself for what i've done and feel tired of my life due to the drug use. i want to be back to my normal happy self. it took bout 3 months before to feel 100% and not be thinkin bout it every day. please help if you have any answer if it will be just as bad because im afraid if it is i may have to check into inpatient rehab. starting meetings again tonight since first time since i left. i sjhould have just kept up with the meetings, but im obviously dumb.
You are not dumb, you have a disease... addiction! Stop hating yourself, and get back to loving yourself. Why not try Suboxone? Just an idea.
I am not really qualified to answer your question, but something about it made me want to respond to you. I know all about opiate withdrawal, and it is absolute hell, but better to go through it and get off the dope.
My cold turkey withdrawal was so awful, that I will NEVER take an opiate pain med again, cause I'll never forget withdrawal!
Keep that in mind when you are sick, remember your withdrawal, write about it in a journal, and everytime you want to use, just whip out your WD journal and read how shitty it was.
I wish you only the best,
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