This is a complicated question. I can't believe I am going to say all this but I need some advice or support. I have been dealing with back pain and sciatica for 3 years. I am have been taking norco for it. I have tried everything and nothing seems to work. My pain started after the birth of my son. Bad epidural and back labor etc. It's like some days I think it's not so bad. I want to have another kid. Then maybe go back to work. I deal with the pain ok. Other days I think there is no way I can have another kid. I should probably pursue disability. I should probably give up trying to find some new treatment and accept the fact I will be in pain forever and start taking some stronger or different meds. But that just feels like giving up to me? I can't afford counseling right now. Just looking for some words of wisdom or anyone else who is struggling with this. Peace