... affect, head boxed in, I recently woke up and felt like my depression was back, boy did I go down quick, I always feel so down on myself because I can't seem to shake to horrible feelings/thoughts, I think everyone can relate to what I'm saying, but I decided to call my doctor, my primary care doctor. She would not even talk to me had her nurse call and tell me to contact a psychiatrist, well it took 2 weeks before I could see a psychiatrist, so the doctor put me on Wellbutrin 150mg for the first 10 days, my 10 days will be up Saturday, I feel okay for a little while then it seems I go back down, I read a lot of reviews and I'm scared. Depression is the worst disease ever. I appreciate any words of encouragemen. Tell me its gonna get better. I've been struggling with this for a long time