I've been an opiate addict for years but just since February I've started using H via IV. Comparatively I don't do much but still; I suppose doing any could be considered "too much". I'm scared out of my mind cz I've spent all my $ this weekend once again after promising I wouldnt but besides that I'm trying to keep my job. Also, I'm trying to keep this to myself since I've made several mistakes before I'm afraid my recent decisions may get me kicked out the fam. I was at about a bun a day but lately (the past weekish) it's been about 4-5 bags. I plan on not having anything come this weekend and just face So I have a few bags left n a little suboxone. I'm doing a bag only after feeling sick for alittle but I know soon enough my anxiety will be full-fledged as well as RLS and sleeplessness (which at times is boarderline insomnia). Those are just a couple of longlasting problems I'll feel long after any WD's. I don't know what to do but I kno what I'm praying for... (almost) any comments, suggestions, or advice is welcome (from knowledgable people not people who've "heard" things n want to say how dangerous or serious or stupid this is).
In my experiance anyone can do anything they really put their mind to. Addiction is a funny disease. Dope always reminded Me of this sick love affair I once had. Seemed no matter how hard I tried I always went back. I hated wd. I hear of people talk of all kinds of symptoms and mention them and I'm always thinking I can handle those you speak of. What I can't handle is the Flem I caugh up like crazy and sneeze out and yawn. Buckets of fluid people have different views about handleing addiction. I know people who have handled it on their own and people who swear If you don't go to na or Aa you won't make it. The list goes on. I personally believe that some knind of support or friend is necessary but it doesn't have to be family and you don't have to be forced into rehab by your work before you can clean up. Then everyone would know what your up to. As far As support If you can't use your family or friends this site is a perfect starter!!! I wish you great luck.
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