Mania controlled, but still in and out of hos wit bad and suicidal thinking(overdose etc)(less so now, only spent total of 13 wks over 4 admissions this year) I've had 12 electro convulsive therapys which has helped, but y can't my depression be less destructive, (300 serequal/2300 valproate/200lamictal/2.5larazapam/60mirtazapine and 900lithium??