... and I left messages. The one I could reach couldn't take me because I was multi issue. Then the cherry on the shit cake of extended weekend was a call from the shitty nurse practioner I have saying I may not be able to see her because I have a bill (SO HEARTLESS) I talk to my husband and we told her we could pay half of the bill and she agreed with that. I told her I was close to self injury this weekend she glossed over ugh I can't help but to feel alone but I really don't want to go to that dark place again
Good evening, Jenny,
Hmm, I'm assuming you do not have ins. coverage, do you? My ins. co. has an 800 # for me to call if I need anything "after hours". If you ask your MD, a Psych. would be best since multiple issues would be better understood, they would provide the same type of # for you. It's only an assumption, though. What types of RXs do you take? I use Geodon, Pristiq, & Trileptal. Maybe your RXs should be reviewed for others that may provide better control of these symptoms you're experiencing. You sweet girl, you sure are having a rough time right now. Wish I could do more for you, but try to hang in there. Go back to those DBT steps you posted over the weekend- those are awesome! Something to remember- you have a husband who must care a great deal for you, something a lot of others do not have. You have a sweet child who loves you to the moon & back (what my boys & I tell each other), one more thing others may lack. So, 2 wonderful blessings!!
Thinking of you,
Glad you worked out something with the nurse practitioner. I have faith that one of those phone calls you made today will materialize into something of benefit tomorrow. Hang in there girl and remember to keep your focus on the finish line not the pain in your body as you run the race.
Hey Jenn girl, its going to be ok. I know easer said than done, boy how many times have I heard and said that! You have a supportive husband, and so do i, you have small children, I don't. I had to make myself get up and sweep the floor no matter how long it took me, if I had to sit down 5x before I finished. I just started getting back in my routine. Somedays i don't feel like doing much, but found out when I got out of bed and then off the couch and started taking my life back things got better. Just try what ever works. Believe me I still have my days and my panic but Im going to fight it with all my might. Im here if you need me. I just hope you can get some help. and are you taking any meds now? If you need me to listen Im here and I want to know what happens. Also if it is ok to ask why are all the docs telling you that you have to many problems for them to take on??? Vonnie
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