... and I left messages. The one I could reach couldn't take me because I was multi issue. Then the cherry on the shit cake of extended weekend was a call from the shitty nurse practioner I have saying I may not be able to see her because I have a bill (SO HEARTLESS) I talk to my husband and we told her we could pay half of the bill and she agreed with that. I told her I was close to self injury this weekend she glossed over ugh I can't help but to feel alone but I really don't want to go to that dark place again