I'm bipolar, have ptsd, and severe anxiety. I currently take 20mg lexapro daily, 200mg seroquel at bedtime, and 1mg klonopin 1-2 times daily as needed. I am currently going through a manic episode and my anxiety is through the roof because of some of the careless decisions I have been making. I'm scared to visit my dr. because I don't want to be put in the hospital. The last time I went to see her I was in a depressive state and it took a lot of promises on my part to stay out of the hospital then. I'm worried that if I go now while in a manic state, she will definitely want me hospitalized to get me stable. I guess I'm looking for any suggestions on how to cope with this phase and also, I don't want to feel so alone...