... Since that time I have been on at least 20 different meds and things only seem to get worse. Ihave been on the same 3 meds for the last 5 years but in the last 6 months I have found myself going back to sleeping for a week at a time or having so many thoughts I can't keep up with whats happening, I have so much anger sometimes I feel like I could actually hurt somebody if they pushed me far enough. I have no idea what to do with myself. Sometimes I agree with my boyfriend, I am crazy! Will they ever find me the right meds