... stabilizers, hell, any of the damn psych drugs they've given me, (except for xanax and valium, which really help my severe anxiety), in fact I've had BAD reactions. Wondering if anyone here would suggest Lexapro or Abilify? I know I need to do something, but it's the depressive swing that is really dysfunctional and destructive to my life, not the damn "manic" phases, (mine are more like hypomania) and it seems like they only want to suppress the "high" in lieu of treating the apathy, sadness, gloom, and doom. I'm sure you all know what I'm saying. Anyone have any suggestions? To make matters worse, I have RA, Fibromyalgia, RSD, and injuries all in my back, so Chronic Pain, which is in itself depressing and debilitative enough!