... can get really angry and irritable a lot of the time. I engage in risky behaviors. I sometimes pursue a lot of goals at once and don't finish any of them. My mood fluctuates from normal to more up than I want it to be, to super low. Also, part 2 of the same question. What's a good drug for this? I'm on lamictal (150mg), but it seems to keep me at a baseline mild-moderate depression. How do I lift this depression up? I also seem to have social anxiety of some sort. It's all so confusing