Briefly, am 57 male. Quit (and still not) drinking in 1995 and went on 1mg Ativan as needed. In about 2006 went on 2mg Ativan as needed. Lost job in Nov 2008 and added 10mg Ambien. In April, 2009 got additional treatment (ie more drugs) from County MD free clinic. ( 2mg Ativan and 10mg Ambien. For last 16 mos have had duplicate Rxs for a total of 4mg Ativan and 20 mg Ambien. Then for the last 4 months I have illegally added 150 10mg valium to the mix. I plan to be completely honest with psych tomorrow, but am scared. What should I expect?