Hello. I am new to this. I suffer from GAD (and literally everything included in the diagnosis of GAD) I am asking if there are others that have had the fear of taking medication, and what they did to conquer it in their mind. See, I have been on nearly every ssri and snri, and I have had some terrible experiences.( Especially coming off of Effexor) My doctors are trying so hard to find medications that I can live with... as in the side effects.. which are heightened, or not even there because I freak right out the moment I touch the bottle... my partner tells me I never give any medications a chance.. which is correct... I'm petrified. They scare the life out of me... but I need to get better. I need some help... some tips.. experiences!!! Maybe I just need to be understood..

Thank you in advance